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< Thursday, October 25, 2001 >

what i dont like in a guy:

- guys that think everything g3y without first giving it a shot...or cares too much about what other people think to act themselves

- guys that spend too much time cs-ing, crafting, q3-ing, questing...blah blah blah

- guys with excessive body hair <chest, back, happy trail...>

- guys i have to explain things to...movies, tv, jokes...ugh...basically stupid guys

- guys that break promises...generic

- guys that dont call after a date...ugh...then you just sit there wondering...what if he didnt like me...what if this...what if that...ugh

- guys that dont take initiative...you are the GUY of the relationship...do something...i dont care how inexperienced you are or how scary it is to make the first move...<not referring to anyone...>

- guys that smoke...not that important...but still...

ugh...theres plenty more...

:: Gina 1:15 AM ::
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so im talking to this friend of mine the other day and she told me this story that totally blew my mind.

to protect the people in this story im going to use 3 names...christine will be my friend...jennifer will be her friend...and...david will be the guy...<these have no relation to their names...i just thought it was the most generic...haha>

so christine and i were chattin cuz we havent for awhile and she tells me that she had one hell of a weekend...and so i ask her to explain.

she has this friend david that she knows pretty well and is actually one of her best guy friends. they kick it a lot and last semester david and jennifer, one of christines best girl friends, were introduced. they got a long very very well, but the thing was david had a girlfriend.

doesnt matter...they continued to do "couple" things.

so this weekend christine and the girls, including jennifer, had a girls night in kinda thing and christine found out that jennifer had in fact had sex with david.

gotten pregnant

and had a miscarriage on her bathroom floor.

no one was at home. and she told no one until this weekend. all that time she kept that to herself. she friggin had a miscarriage on her bathroom floor, got up, and cleaned it up, and told no one. in the mean time, jennifer and david are still fighting over things and trying to resolve things <he didnt know about the baby>, but david wont break up with his girlfriend...reason? cuz she hasnt done anything wrong...he really likes jennifer though...go figure.

i think ive gone through some tramatic times, but if that had happend to me. i dont know....<sigh>...

:: Gina 12:08 AM ::
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response to pauls post:

- musical talent: doesnt matter what kind, but if he can sing =) or anything...omg <drool>...soooo HOT =P

- however trite this sounds, sense of humor: must be able to make me laugh...and for reals, how hard is that?!?!?! very easily amused...

- height: those tall ones, plus plus plus. makes me fuells like a girl =)

- korean guys: <shrug> sally says its only cuz the ones that ive been with have been really good to me, but there are bad ones out there...lucky me then...haha

- speaks another language: soooo HOT too...haha...not as hot as the musical talent one...but still...whatever language...chinese, korean...even spanish <for those who took it in high school>...=P

- oh...must be able to stay up past 10pm: i go to class <well sometimes>, come back and sleep, wake up, and watch tv...please please please be awake when all the shows get boring and i finally sign on...=P im up...you be up too =)

- a lil bit of craziness: bring out my wild side >=)...<cough>...yeah...just know how to relax a lil and have some fun...dont care a lil about what other people are thinking and just let go =)

- intelligence: man, i know i dont study, but its not necessarily academic, its like...i have to be able to have a decent conversation without having to explain what im saying...stupid people suck as boyfriends...it just gets frustrating...

- randoms: wears big clothes, piercings <ears, tongue, lip, eyebrow...>, drives stick <just a random turn-on>

:: Gina 3:46 PM ::
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IsHeCute: so like...
IsHeCute: mommy wants to know what you need and stuff
AMCGAP112: i want some food
IsHeCute: haha...
AMCGAP112: some asian food
IsHeCute: like ramen?
AMCGAP112: hmmm
AMCGAP112: hmm....do i really want ramen
IsHeCute: or like...bowl noodle
IsHeCute: haha...
IsHeCute: she cant really send you dumplings
IsHeCute: haha
IsHeCute: you cna make rice?
AMCGAP112: i have nothing to make rice in
IsHeCute: seh can sned you pickled cucumbers
AMCGAP112: how could i get dumplings
AMCGAP112: wtf
IsHeCute: and fried glutten
IsHeCute: hahaha
AMCGAP112: ahahahhahahaa
AMCGAP112: wow people already think i'm weird after i gave them the leechee jellys
IsHeCute: haha
AMCGAP112: wut would they think if i gave them glutten
IsHeCute: ahhahahahahaha
IsHeCute: hahahahahahahaa
IsHeCute: hahahahahhahaha
IsHeCute: do they know what tapioca is?
AMCGAP112: of course not
AMCGAP112: oh...for my birthday emma and connie sent me brown adn black jelly beans
IsHeCute: <?>
AMCGAP112: so they look like boba
IsHeCute: hahahaha
IsHeCute: cute

:: Gina 8:15 PM ::
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wow...what a weekend...

for those of you there with me...you saw me...i had a good time =) <thanx mainly to jason the second night...ahahahhahaha>

now i have to rest for awhile or something...haha...rIght

where are the dreams? i keep having them and then forgettin before i can blog...theres been some really cool ones too!

this one...i was like...in a game...and i was some secret spy agent kinda person...haha..and like...i was on these missions...and the first part of it was awesome...too bad i dont remember anymore of it...then the part that i do remember is...i was in this room...with my partner spy agent person and we captured this girl and handcuffed her...to like...a table or something...she was all trying to trick us...cuz at first we didnt know she was a bad person...but then we figured it out...and caught her...yeah!...and then it went on to a third part of the dream i dont quite remember.

ive had two other vivid ones...but i really dont remember them...oh well...til next time

bye bye!

:: Gina 10:04 PM ::
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g00fychink: wassup
IsHeCute: wassup sexy
g00fychink: il dp dtink
IsHeCute: hahahahaha
IsHeCute: are you drunk?
g00fychink: no. vourse mot
IsHeCute: heehee...
IsHeCute: how much did you have?
g00fychink: i din't drinl mothin
IsHeCute: =)
IsHeCute: of course of course
g00fychink: wjat are uou up doin?
IsHeCute: just finished watching a moive
IsHeCute: u?
g00fychink: what mooive
g00fychink: i just...kust...nothing...
IsHeCute: conair
IsHeCute: you just chillin?
g00fychink: poreey much
IsHeCute: awesome
g00fychink: everyone ese passed ouj
g00fychink: so i cam back
IsHeCute: haha...
IsHeCute: ic...ic
IsHeCute: where were you?
g00fychink: ryns apt
IsHeCute: cool cool
IsHeCute: who else was there?
g00fychink: bunch of paphi...jus roiversiode frwiends
IsHeCute: coolz coolz...
IsHeCute: are you all red?
IsHeCute: heehee
g00fychink: ob course
g00fychink: hehe
g00fychink: wait!
g00fychink: im mot drunhk wut r u talkin bout
g00fychink: wut r u guyds talkin bout
IsHeCute: heehee...
IsHeCute: <muah>
IsHeCute: luv you eric
g00fychink: hewehee
g00fychink: cool
g00fychink: oh no
g00fychink: ugwly girli Imed me...wut shouljkd i doo
IsHeCute: haha
g00fychink: eww
g00fychink: eww
g00fychink: wut should i do
IsHeCute: dont be mean
IsHeCute: just talk to her
IsHeCute: haha
IsHeCute: is this the same girl...that asked why you never call?
g00fychink: nooooo
g00fychink: disd one is horny
g00fychink: eww
IsHeCute: ahahahahah
IsHeCute: go sleep with her...
g00fychink: ...
g00fychink: u sudck
IsHeCute: y?
g00fychink: she's fugly
IsHeCute: so you wont sleep with her?
g00fychink: weewww
g00fychink: i think not
IsHeCute: good
IsHeCute: youre not that drunk
IsHeCute: haha
g00fychink: why u wangdst me too
g00fychink: gross
IsHeCute: very gross
g00fychink: too badt ur not here ord esle we coulds chills
IsHeCute: yeah...
IsHeCute: next time invite me
g00fychink: eberybody passed out...
g00fychink: hehe ok
IsHeCute: =)
IsHeCute: are you going home this weekend?
g00fychink: i thihnk os
g00fychink: u can helpo keep de fulgy girls away
IsHeCute: ahahahahah
IsHeCute: ok
g00fychink: tjank u
g00fychink: good think im not drunk too much...
IsHeCute: heehee
g00fychink: or sele id fear wut i c the next morning
IsHeCute: heehee...
g00fychink: eww...
IsHeCute: have you experienced this before?
g00fychink: expereiced wut?
IsHeCute: wakin up to something in the morning?
g00fychink: ewwwwww
g00fychink: nothin fugly
g00fychink: rtoo bsad shes not fione
IsHeCute: wassup eric, it's brad
IsHeCute: =)
g00fychink: wawsuup brad
g00fychink: ibm wutchin shrek o nmy compudter
IsHeCute: good movie
g00fychink: yes
IsHeCute: well...i gotta sleep now
IsHeCute: enjoy the movie!
g00fychink: gmitee

:: Gina 4:34 AM ::
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MommyDjen: hi
MommyDjen: gina
IsHeCute: ahahahahahhahahahah

:: Gina 1:18 AM ::
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link to pix

IsHeCute: Anderson-Gillispie Ad 2
IsHeCute: tell me what you think of it
candyman owns yu: i dunno
candyman owns yu: is it like
candyman owns yu: the ice cream is a metaphor for his penis
candyman owns yu: and hes looking
candyman owns yu: but he cant find it
candyman owns yu: and hes saying
candyman owns yu: thank god shes late
candyman owns yu: because hes ashamed of it?

well...i thought that was a cute analysis....=P

:: Gina 8:38 AM ::
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family values tour sold out for so cal =(

and i was willing to pay the damn $50 of whatever it would cost me <sigh>

:: Gina 11:18 PM ::
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candyman owns yu: the track list for the hoobastank cd
candyman owns yu: is like exactly the same as hybrid theory
candyman owns yu: what i meant by that comment
candyman owns yu:

1) Crawling in the Dark
2) Remember Me
3) Running Away
4) Pieces
5) Let You Know
6) Better
7) Ready for You
8) Up and Gone
9) Too Little too Late
10) Hello Again
11) To be With You
12) Give it Back

candyman owns yu: running away? runaway
candyman owns yu: remember me? forgotten
candyman owns yu: crawling in the dark? ... yu can figure this one out
Is He Cute: whoa
candyman owns yu: in the end? too little too late?
Is He Cute: thats really werid

:: Gina 10:25 PM ::
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i just donated $25 to planned parenthood...and i signed some petition for letting the woman choose =)

i feel good =)

you should do it too...if you feel the same way...if not...you suck...haha

Planned Parenthood Homepage

:: Gina 5:59 AM ::
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im going to invest in some stocks...anyone got any suggestions?

IM me...IsHeCute =)

bye bye

:: Gina 3:02 AM ::
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alright...no dreams this time...cuz i forgot them before i posted...

and yeah...i have dreams most every night...

there was a dream the other night...something about a game...or some sort of competition that i was in...it was pretty cool...but i dont really remember...

went to Garden Grove last night...it was pretty fun...drank a lil...very little...before the friggin gang unit police came in and the lady thought it best that we leave since we were underage...

so we went to karaoke...BC501...haha...<memories>...called up charles in the car and made him come too...so it was the OG crew...minus danny...<steve, sally, charles, danny, and me....the original 5...awww....sniff sniff>...carol and this other guy named danny were there too...and sallys boyfriend daniel came later...much fun ...much fun...

then we went to dennys...and once again...people are amazed that i finish every bit of food on my plate...haha...curse curse curse!

came back to LA after hearing that there was black smoke or something near k-town...<there wasnt any...it was just fog...haha>...picked up brad and jc from some girls b-day party and some hotel...they were pretty drunk..heehee...=)

yeah...that was my saturday night...

last week i went to see lion king!...you guys should all go see it...its worth the $75 or whatever the ticket is worth...amazing...really...the antelope thingies were awesome =)

mm...what else can i randomly put in there...

im trying caffeine pills for the first time...lets see if this shit works....

der...more dreams to come...

:: Gina 2:50 AM ::
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once again...im sitting here...with nothing to do but writing in this blog...

i dont know if anyone really reads this...but its kinda cool if you do...

dreams...the thing about my dreams is that a lot of times they do come true...like the whole tapioca thing (10/2)...i dont know...its pretty amazing yet...scary at the same time...

sometimes i just wish i knew what to do...like...maybe it would lead me in the right direction or something...but i cant ever figure it out.

speaking of which...the dream where "brad" is repeating that phrase over and over again...paul and i were trying to figure it out and he IMed some chick that was good with spanish and italian and stuff and she made the phrase into..."conta tus fallos"...meaning count your faults? in other words...repent...

so maybe its time i rethought my actions...maybe its time to change some things...<sigh>

:: Gina 6:59 AM ::
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ok...continuing on the last entry...

part 1:

i forgot to mention this...so when we were done skiing on the sand <!!!>...we came to this spot where we had "set up camp" and the parents that didnt go skiing <on sand!> had cooked these hamburgers...but it was regular meat...it was steaks...omg...it was soooo good...haha...like...they had it on BBQ grills and stuff...it was awesome...so good...so good....what a great dream...so much fun...=)

part 2:

alright...finishing this up...so i find someone i know in the crowd and ask who the new president is...and its this guy named david thats a year younger than me...and im totally surprised cuz he had no involvement in the club whatsoever...i thought maybe the vp would take over or something...<shrug>...so i get on one of the buses and it starts moving and i realize that david isnt in that bus...so i want to get off...but the bus is already moving...but then it turns out that its only going around the corner...and it stops again and i get off...i find him and we have this really weird conversation...im all "how come everytime i see you you look different....haha" and like...yeah...it was werid...haha... but anywayz...

alright...i that part 2 was pretty pointless...but part 1 makes up for it...cuz it was THAT much fun!!! haha...im a dork i know =)

:: Gina 2:30 AM ::
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ok...so my dream last night...theres two parts to it...

part 1:

so im on one of my family trips and like...this one is like...the most fun that ive ever been on...we're in the middle of this desert and like...we're on skiis....tiny ones...theyre like...2 feet long or something like that...and we're basically skiing on the sand!...it was sooooo much fun...seirously you have no idea how fun it was...like...it was a hill or anything that youd go down...everything was flat...it was like jet propelled...but not...haha...and so everyone was skiing on these jets across the sand and having a great time...it wasnt that easy either...cuz you really have to balance and if you didnt youd fall over...<i didnt fall =)>

part 2:

so im president of some club...im not sure which one it is...but it had a lot of memebers...and i guess its high school or something because it all seems to be younger kids and stuff...for some reason or another i decide to step down from the position...and just leave the club...like i didnt even stay to find out who would take my place. Then for some other reason or another i find out some information that is vital to the survival of the club and i have to go back and tell the new president. So the day i decide to go back is some kind of field trip day or something and theres all these people lined up outside and waiting to get on the buses.

ill finish this later...bye

:: Gina 1:20 AM ::
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hey...check out his entry...its about me =)

paul's blog

:: Gina 10:44 PM ::
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alright...another weird ass dream...

brad sometimes talks in his sleep...and its really actually a very scary thing...when youre in the same room with him...cuz he yells...its actually pretty fuckin scary...

but anywayz...he yelled last night...i swear it wasnt english...it was like...spanish or some shit...

so then i went back to sleep after i shut him up...and had this dream:

so im in the dream and brad is there...im awake and he's awake and he keeps repeating this phrase...over and over and over again...and its not english...its fuckin scary...like hes possessed or something...<shudder>...its something to the effect of "con tu de fados"...im thinking its spanish? so i keep asking him...when did you start speaking spanish...why are you speaking spanish...but he just keep repeating that phrase over and over again.

and like...hes dressed in really werid clothing...like...im not really sure its him anymore, but it is...and hes jumping and running around...like...it was just really eerie...<ive never watched stigmata...so i dont really know if theres a relationship>

alright...thats pretty scary...i had another dream the night before...but i already forgot it...since i didnt have time to post it...haha....dreams...so interesting

:: Gina 3:28 PM ::
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ok...this is what i remember from last nights dream...

broken glass...a lot of broken glass...

for some reason or another i was washing pauls glasses...theyre like...a translucent blue color...and they kept breaking...i was drying them...with a paper towel...but when id turn the cup...the cup would split apart and break...i didnt know what to do...the first one was a nasty break...the second one...even but in the middle of the cup...then the third one i broke...was right across the bottom of the cup...it was really strange...and i had all the broken ones lined up on the counter...and i was so scared paul would be mad at me...cuz now he only had like...4 cups left or something...

<sigh>

ok

:: Gina 1:42 PM ::
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so im suppose to post my dreams on here or something

here was last nights dream...its really werid...i dont really understand it but hell:

so im trying to find something...im not really sure what its...but im running around this house...<no particular house>...so i go into the kitchen...and for some reason i see inside the frig and the second self like...crumbles...and theres orange juice on it...and it falls to the groud.

now...i dont really know what to do...and its not my place or anything...so i kinda just walk to the other room to try to find what i was finding...theres a lot of people in the dream...in the house...im not sure who they are...but i knew all of them...theyre like...friends and stuff...

so stuff happens...i keep looking for what im looking for...i think its a shoe or something...not sure...anywayz...someone yells from the kitchen or something...so i go back into the kitchen...and the floor is completely covered with orange juice...and the walls...well the wall the frig is on...is completely caked with orange juice...but its not just orange juice...its all crusty and shit...<shrug...dont ask>...and im like...wtf...but i go and i open the frig...<which was hard to find cuz the orange crusty stuff was covering it...it was like...against the wall>...and i almost slip while i walk across the floor...cuz its all wet and like...im wearing 4 inch heels and stuff...haha

so i open the frig...i can feel the crustiness of the orange ish...some of it is white too...haha...and the second shelf is completely collapsed...and my grandma is there...i think...helping to clean up the mess...and i look down at the frig...and we're pulling out what can be salvaged...and i take out those...chinese tart thingies...with the fruit on top...like...the kiwi, strawbarry, peach...typical...i take about about 3 or 4 of those...

yeah...thats all i really remember....now what that suppose to mean...haha...

sorry you had to read that...bye bye

:: Gina 1:37 AM ::
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everyone is sleeping...im bored...

lalalalalalala...went to the most retardest party tonight...was broken up at 1245...then sat in the car waiting for brads friend to call until 2...

they smoked out...<sigh>...sucks that i dont like it...
i think smoking makes me sick...then i lose my voice...sucks...no more...haha

had a midterm today...<another sigh>...i really have to pass these damn classes
went to charles' church thingie...coffee house...it was cute...not as good as last year though...

i have to get gas tomorrow
go to the bank

this is boring...

here's my profile for this computer:

"For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."

"How are you going to respond when the Clock-Radio of Challenge emits the Irritating Buzz of Opportunity?Are you going to roll over and hit the Snooze Button of Complacency?Or are you going to wake up and,after performing the Bodily Functions of Preparedness,boldly grasp the Toothbrush of Tomorrow?"

&#@!%$: only if u were less confusing u would be more desireable

"We never know how high we are
Till we are called to rise;
And then, if we are true to plan,
Our statures touch the skies."

it coulda been anyone...

<shrug>

night night

:: Gina 5:07 AM ::
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ok...so today, like everyday i learned something new...

you know that song..."H to the izzO...V to the izzAy"....i learned the language behind that...=)

like..brad and jc were in the car with me...and they started talking about it for some reason...and i was all...theres a thing for that!??!?!? and theyre all yeah...and so they taught me how it works....its like...pig latin...for black people or something...ehhehehehehe

ok...heres how it works...im going to use...double dutch...cuz its from this original song that uses this ish...

it would be...dizzouble dizzutch...dizzouble dizzutch =) yay!...so then....H to the izzo...v to the izzay...is...HOVA...=)

<shrizzug>

alright...now for the advanced version...

so like...take the word 'hook' from the phrase 'off the hook' and then you apply this ish...and like...it turns into....'hizzook'...but that just sounds awkward...its too long or something...so you take out the 'ook' and it becomes 'hizz' but that sounds retarded too...so then it becomes 'hizzy' but then it sounds dumb...so you change the 'i' to 'ee' and it turns into 'heezy'...thus the phrase...'off the heezy!'

ooOOOOoooOOOOoOOOOOOooooo....it all makes sense now =)

haha...alright....my lesson of the day...so easily amused =P

:: Gina 12:05 AM ::
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hmm...i so ive told some of you about this blog thingie...actually most of you that ive told already have blogs and thats why i sent you the link...

for those of you that have no idea what this is...and havent figured it out yet...its just like...an online journal or something that bored people...or like...insightful people...creative people...<which i am not btw> can splurge on their thoughts =)

alright...class is beginning...bye bye

:: Gina 3:05 PM ::
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to think i already forgot about this thing...haha...

i could never keep a journal/diary...i remember my parents bought me one when i was like...9 or something...it had three sections with different color paper...and it took me like...3 years to finish the first section or something...it was horrible...i think one time i skipped a year or something haha...=P

hmm...what to write about...midterms this week...cant believe this semester is passing so fast...gotta do well...gotta study...study...procrastinate...

my computers got stolen the other day...haha...for those of you that read my profile and andys profile...yes!...it did happen...i fuckin got my computers stolen...both of them!...haha...got them back though...so its all good...i just thought i was funny cuz you guys were making fun of me...but yet...it happened...at least i didnt lose them right? hahahahahahahhaha...<sign>...heehee

i think i want to study abroad...theres like...these cool annenberg <school of communication> linked programs to hong kong, singapore, amsterdam, and london...but that means that i have to do well...raise my GPA...its somewhat of a motivation though...we'll see...its a thought

lalalalalalalalalalalala...so im suppose to record my dreams...i dont remember what i dreamed last night though...but oh shit...the freakest thing happened the other day...

im like...working at tapioca right? <i work at the tapioca in pasadena now> and like...we're serving this random guy...and shit...and like...about 2 months ago...i had this dream that i was working at a different tapioca with different people and we were serving this exact same guy...but after that dream....i was like...wtf...that would never happen...why would i be working at a different tapioca.........i dont know...werided me out a lil...haha...i even remember telling someone about the dream and being like...that could never happen...but i guess it did...so...werid

ok! that was a total gina story...no point at all...<looks down in shame>...heehee...

well...i must go pretent to study in front of the TV now...MTV2...my downfall...haha =)

<muah>

goodnight all

:: Gina 2:27 AM ::
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