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< Monday, January 28, 2002 >

so...i blogged another dream...but my computer at home decides to freeze on me before i can post and publish...so its gone...

thank that computer...ill make write the dream again...shortened

im at this place and theres some kind of morning glory like store...i go in and i see this doggie stuffed animal...my doggie...so i get all excited and i pick it up to show something...but when i pick it up...it turns into one of those car seat belt cushions like...that goes across the chest...and its a pink one...with lace and stuff...

i hate that its pink...but i still want it cuz its my doggie...so i look at the price sticker and its like...jumbled numbers...so i go up the the cashier to ask him how much it is...and hes this dirty looking guy with big glasses...he looks at me like im stupid...but then he looks at the price tag and laughs like he finally understands why im confused by the sticker

he looks down at the sticker and says something like...3.96...and im all what? are you sure? so he scans the sticker and it says $4 flat...

i try to go pay for it...but someone keeps pulling me away...but i want to buy it...but they pull me away....

and i never find out if i bought it or not =\

haha...anywayz...analyze that


so much has been going on lately...<confusion>...oh well...things will eventually work out =) if not...i can always jump off a building <wink>

:: Gina 2:34 AM ::
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another dream...

i remember two part vividly...they interconnect...but are...kinda different

so i have to go to the block or maybe it was spectrum to pick up vivian...cuz for some reason she couldnt drive or something...but when i got there she was still in a movie...

so i went to the arcade part of it...and saw steve and carol...and they were playing this game...

it was like...a quarter shooting game...you put the quarter in...and theres like 6 different slots you can make it shoot up in...and then you press a button and itll go into that slot and shoot up...when the quarter falls down...the goal is to hit this hockey puck like black thing all the way to the side and itll fall through the hole and you get a prize...some grey and white stuffed animal...

so i go and i play the game...the first time i miss completely...the second time...i figure out that you can adjust the angel the quarter shoots up...so i shoot it to the left and it comes down and hits the puck into the hole and i win!

im all happy and i tell steve and hes all sweet or something...and his and carol go off...

then suddenly im in my house...and apparently vivian went with a group of people that she doesnt really know so i dont really know them either...but i think shes going out with one of the guys or something...that why shes with that group...and in that group is this one kid that i used to know in like...8th grade but not really friends with anymore...really werid...

but yeah...so im in my pool room and i ask this girl...she was really pretty...but kind of a bitch...where vivian is...and shes all...over there...and she points ot my front yard...

umm...thats all i remember...haha

its a really lame dream...but i havent really been able to remember the dreams lately...

like...when i dream them...its to the point where i think to myself <in the dream>, i have to remember to blog this...haha...

but then i wake up and i totally forget...probably cuz i have to tell someone right away...and well...its kinda hard when no one is there...=P

ok...bye bye

:: Gina 1:49 AM ::
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someone told me that i should write about real events that happen in my life rather than my dreams...

but my life is so boring...what would i have to say!?!?

umm...the other day i fell on the stairs <again>...i fell on the stairs going UP...i fell on the stairs going up on the 2nd step!

go gina!

so now my foot is all gross...its like...all purple and stuff...looks like its going to fall off...or like...decaying cuz im dead or something...ewww~

erica saw me fall too...she was laughing at me...while i was crying on the ground...haha...not really though...=P

hows that for a real life event....so boring the life of this one...<sigh>

:: Gina 2:28 PM ::
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ok...ive had another dream vivid enough to post.

so theres this girl and this guy...and theyre not together anymore, but they used to be. i guess the feelings are still there. they start to fight and like...theyre all yelling at each other and stuff.

then all of a sudden the guys wallet is the center of the image.

im not sure if the girl opened it or the guy opened it...but all these numbers fall out of different girls...theyre all different colors and different scrapes of paper...i remember a flourescent pink one...

and the girl is just crying and crying, because she obviously still cares for this guy, but he just does these things to her and she gets sad...

and like...the guy sees her crying and like...takes the numbers off the ground, theres seriously like 20 of them, and throws them in the trash and goes over to comfort her...

she asks him why hes doing this...to go call those girls...but he just wants to be with her....

<cry>

* this was seriously my dream...as much as it seems like i made it up...it really was a dream...=) the best part was the different colors of the pieces of paper falling out of the wallet...it was tight...=P

:: Gina 1:05 AM ::
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alright! time for another dream!

ok...here goes...so this one is like a mystical dream...it has like witches and evil and stuff like that in it....its actually kind of lord of the ringish...but yeah

so there this girl in the dream...its this girl that i know here at usc...named dina...werid cuz i havent seen her or anthing in a long time...but <shrug>...

so she's this witch type of person...shes kind of like hermione in harry potter...she reads up a lot on her magic and knows all these spells and stuff...really shes a book worm...but for some reason...evil is trying to capture her...but no one believes her. so she has to like...make up all these spells and stuff to save herself and not get captured and such. and slowly evil grows closer and closer to her...and as people become more evil and stuff they have to drink water...a lot and a lot of water....

so like...shes running away one day from these evils and like...we end up in this field...and its the field of my elementary school...and we're like...trying to hide and stuff and then it turns into this paintballing thing...so theres 6 people now in the dream...and the field has this light cover of mist across it and to the left side of it...there a small hill with trees growing out of it...now paul keeps saying "lets go to woodbridge, lets go to woodbridge, its better there" but im all "naw...like...woodbridge is so far away...we'd have to drive there...its not walking distance" and hes all..."oh..."

yeah...anywayz...its not like pauls going to play anywyaz...so paul, me and tim are at the end of the field...its a baseball field...and like..we're talking and stuff...and theyre making fun of me...cuz playing is the other three people...this random guy that has no face...ryan ting...and my sister...and they keep making fun of me cuz theyre saying that ryan is hitting on my sister...=\...and like...the werid part is...this is something i can totally imagine them doing in real life...!!!...anywayz...so i look over and like...the third guy is a a little further away...but like...ryan and viv are kinda talking and shit...and finally they come over to us...blah...

theres a big gap here...but now its back the first part...with the witches and all...so we're in the parking lot...and like...dina gets captured by the evil...and we're like...for some reason eating out of the trunk of a car...some kind of chips and salsa sort of thing...and like...no one seems to care that she was captured or something...but then i think...you know what...if it had been any one of us that was captured she would do everything she could to try to get us back...and we all agree and stuff and then im all...ok...we'll start working on it when i finish eating...hahahaha....so gina...anywayz

so like...since this is all magical and stuff...we have to condure up this spell...and like...we get all into it...like i have to reach my hand in all this disgusting tomatoey shit...and like...put it in the cauldron...and like...theres this one part that i remember that we have to like...put in these m&ms and like...its jsut werid...like...theres this table kind of thing...and like...we put the M&Ms on it...and i can hear it hitting the table...and like...theyre all these werid colors...but we need an indigo M&M...and brad goes "what color is indigo?" and everyone else responds "purple"...haha...but yeah...so all of a sudden a purple M&M appears in my hand...and like...its not suppose to be there...and something in my mind tells me that its not part of the spell...but like...we've all never really done spells before cuz dina alwayz did them...so we were all...wth...this should work...and we put it in the pot...

at this point...paul is furious because jc isnt there...and hes pretty close with dina too...in my perspective out of all of them hes the closest to her...but he was with someone else at the time and decided not to come and help out...paul is just going wild and im not too happy either...because i dont know dina as well as jc does and hes not there! <when jc found out about this part of the dream...he called up dina and apologized...haha...i think she was a lil confused...but...good one jc>

the other part of the spell was this computer...and its kind of set up like a computer game...theres all these like...health gauges and like...a number at the top that was some sort of timer...<i know yorue not suppose to see numbers in your dreams...cuz its a diff part of the brain...but for some reason...they were there!> so like...theres this percentage/timer thing on the top middle of the screen and all these gauges on the left side...and we kept looking at the computer screen waiting for something to happen...im not sure exactly what...but we knew what we were doing in the dream...

now for some reason this part of the dream was in a hospital...like we were conduring up this spell in the information booth part of the hospital...and this nurse...shes there and she sees what we're doing and all of a sudden shes all...the electricity is going to be turned off...and like...we get all nervous becasue we need the computer to complete the spell and stuff...and like...oh no!...what to do....so we try to hurry and stuff and then all of a sudden the electricity turns off...and like...all goes off expect in that room! and she looks at us and gives us kind of an understand look...so turns out she knew what we were doing and was helping us...cuz the rest of the city had its lights off...so evil couldnt do anything either...but we could...

then bradfords friend monkei knocks on the door and comes in the room and wakes me up...so i never knew if we rescued dina or not...=\

alright...that was a couple nights ago...hope i included everything...=)

bye bye

:: Gina 12:45 AM ::
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<thinking>

ugh...i dont want to go back to school =(

had some random dreams the other night...but for some reason i dont feel that i should be typing them out here...but i guess...i can

so im lying on this couch...and theres a guy next to me...sort of sitting indian style...and im laying so that my head is against his leg...and then this other guy comes in...and he gets visibly upset...at the same time he comes in...i get this oh shit feeling...so he leaves the room and i get up and go after him.

we start kinda arguing/talking...like...something about something he told me before...about how he got upset when one of his friends got with his ex-girlfriend or something

and like...apparently the guy in the room i was with and was one of his friends and i was his ex-girlfriend or something...

...alright...that was really lame...and im sorry you had to read that...but it was werid and on my mind...<shrug>

bye bye

:: Gina 8:43 PM ::
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happy new year!

i have to say...i had a good time last night...unexpected, but altogether a wonderful experience =)

devirginized 3 friends...haha =) hope you guys enjoyed it...next time its not free!

now school's going to start again...boo! gotta do better this semester...bring up the apt gpa...haha...

ok...im going to go now...

happy new year!

:: Gina 5:16 PM ::
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