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< Wednesday, January 29, 2003 >

AMCGAP112: i bought you some rum from nicaragua
AMCGAP112: it's good shit
AMCGAP112: i got 23 mosquito bites on my face
AMCGAP112: 2 of which were on my eyelids
AMCGAP112: making my eyes swell to the point i could not get my contacts in
AMCGAP112: so peopple were coming in to get their eyes checked by scary swollen red eyed monster

:: Gina 1:27 PM ::
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I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
And you know it makes me sick to be on that list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed

You say you’re gonna burn before you mellow
I will be the one to burn you
Why’d you have to go and pick me?
When you that we were different, completely

(chorus)
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend

I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I should have thought of that before we kissed

Your wildness scares me
So does your freedom
You say you can’t stand the restrictions
I find myself trying to change you
If you were meant to be my lover I wouldn’t have to

And I feel so mean, I feel in between
‘Cause I’m about to give you away

(chorus)

I’m about to give you away for someone else to take
I’m about to give you away for someone else to take

We keep repeating mistakes for souvenirs
And we’ve been in between the days for years
And I know that when I see you I’m going to die
I know I’m going to want you and you know why
It’s going to kill me to see you with the next girl
‘Cause I’m the most gorgeously jealous kind of ex-girl
(but I should have thought of that before we kissed)

...heard it on the radio...liked it...thats all...

:: Gina 7:04 PM ::
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I scored a 64% on the "HoW AzN aRe YoU??" Quizie! What about you?

:: Gina 11:21 AM ::
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i just bought sushi from cafe 84...it was $7.25...i shouldnt ever be making decisions this early in the morning...

<sigh>...heehee

too much to do...

:: Gina 11:12 AM ::
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Which Sex and the City Vixen Best Matches Your Sex Style?

:: Gina 2:26 PM ::
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: yah yah
: so like if you dont like this girl
: ill like play her for u
: you have your revenge
: ill have my fun
: =)
: hahhaah
: plus if she hates us
: oh well
: cuz i dont give a shi*T
: hhehe and you probably be laughing =D

:: Gina 1:11 PM ::
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:: Gina 6:38 PM ::
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Which Avril Lavigne Song Are You?

:: Gina 2:34 AM ::
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go see chicago =) excellent...

:: Gina 7:00 PM ::
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dude...i just made erica watch requiem...

its sooooooooo eeeerie...i dont know...alwayz leaves me with this feeling...like i want to scream or something...

but yeah...she thought it was pretty scary...i totally forgot about the whole arm thing...god damn...

<shudder>

oh god...<shudder>

:: Gina 6:00 PM ::
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so i missed snowboarding yesterday cuz i had to go to court for my accident thingie

i miss the exit...cuz fuckin long beach is so friggin impossible to find your way around...all the damn port exits and shit...finally get there after a 20 minutes detour...and i wait in the wrong line...good one gina...i just figured...theres a line...so this must be it...and they kept talking about parents staying with their kids and stuff...so yeah...it was the kids traffic line...but its ok...i was only there for like...5 minutes

wait in line forever...then finally i get up to the lady at the window and she cant find my ticket...like...the violation hasnt been processed yet...wtf...its been 2 months...so now i have to call in every friday for the next 90 days...until they process my ticket...but if they dont...i get it waived...so yeah...hopefully they messed something up and ill never have to be fined =P

k...

:: Gina 2:55 PM ::
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he has this crazy ability to make me so happy =)

:: Gina 2:09 PM ::
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existing situation:
Willing and adaptable. Only at peace when closely attached to a person, group, or organization on a which reliance can be placed.

stress sources:
Feels unappreciated and finds the existing situation threatening. Wants personal recognition and the esteem of others to compensate for the lack of like-minded people with whom to ally herself and make herself more secure. Her sensual self-restraint makes it difficult for her to give herself, but the resulting isolation leads to the urge to surrender and merge with another. This disturbs her as she regards such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome; only by not succumbing to them, she feels, can she withstand the difficulties of the situation. Wants to be valued as a desirable associate and admired for her personal qualities.

restrained characteristics:
Conditions are such that she will not let herself become intimately involved without making mental reservations.

desired objective:
Feels the existing circumstances are hostile and is exhausted by conflict and quarreling. Wishes to protect herself and hides her intentions to avoid exposing them to attack, so that they will be safer and easier to achieve. Careful to avoid stirring up any opposition which might endanger her plans.

actual problem:
Depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation, or demands on her resources. A feeling of powerlessness subjects her to agitation, irritation, and acute distress from which she tries to escape by refusing further direct participation. She confines herself to a cautious approach and a concealed determination to get her own way in the end.

actual problem #2:
The unsatisfied desire to be respected, to stand out from amongst her friends, is causing some anxiety. As a result, normal gregariousness is suppressed and she refuses to allow herself to become involved, or to participate with others in their ordinary activities.

wanna try? color quiz

:: Gina 2:07 PM ::
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useless

:: Gina 7:05 PM ::
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went to the stinking rose for the first time yestserday...ordered "the slab"...haha...friggin 3lbs of meat...crazy...but yeah...the ceaser salad was nasty...dont get it...it tasted like unwashed lettuce...the bread was fucking good though...yummy...overall...it was a good experience...good shit =P

:: Gina 1:59 PM ::
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hi hi hi!!! happy new year!!! 2003!!!

this year looks bright =)...well...im hoping that things will only get better...

went to tim's party last night...very unwillingly...but i guess it turned out ok...although i think i was the only sober one there...but then again...that calls for many many hilarious moments...ahh...it was nice though...seeing everyone so happy and drunk...and everyone got along...no fights or anything...just a good time =)

so yeah! let's have an awesome 2003...w00t =)

:: Gina 1:54 PM ::
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