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< Tuesday, April 29, 2003 >

fuck...why do i keep writing the html wrong...

Ingrid Newkirk

Romper145: dont tell me youre not curious to know what human taste like

:: Gina 6:47 PM ::
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Romper145: i wonder what she tastes like

in reference to this article


:: Gina 6:43 PM ::
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hmm...last night was the first night that i actually felt OLD...much too old...

but first off...went to a bbq with family and watched the laker game...free food is always good =) oh and the other day i went with frank to try his "butterfish"...it was pretty good...

then last night went to the ksa banquet...listened to jerry's hour long speech...haha...he did say my name though...w00t =)...had some REALLY good food...AND i got a free t-shirt...heehee...im lame...then about 10 people headed out to rosen...havent been there in awhile...got some drinks and free food...but they closed at 12...so we headed out to 4A's...another korean place...

now is where the age kicks in...rosen is nice...its like...vegas-style...but this place...it brings it back...so we're chillin and this guy calls up some of his friends...they come out...but theyre soooooooo young...i swear they had to be 18...its cute though...they order a ton of soju and this soup stuff...and some soda...just watching them take one shot after another...and being all like..."korean"...with the soju pouring and like...smoking a ton of ciggarettes...the bill must have been insane...oh...and dont forget the hite...HAHA...its just so different from what ive been doing...and of couse the conversation turns to gangs...and what not...representing for where you grew up and shit...haha...god...

in a way it was refreshing...its nice to be that carefree and young...not being weighed down by the "real" world...two of those guys turned out to be 26...haha...so i dunno...i left when the "i met him when i was locked up" stories began...

it was nice meeting some new people and just chillin and talking...but there was this age thing...cant hang dude...towards the end i just wanted to lay down and go to sleep...haha...all in all...i had a good time last night...it reminded me of younger times...not that i was really ever THAT into this stuff...but like...it was nice in a werid way...

*rockstars* we've been though a lot together and im thrilled that i can call each and everyone of you my sisters...although we might not see each other every day anymore...just know that if you ever need ANYTHING im only a phone call away...someone said that we were "bitter" because we didnt receive letters for what we accomplished...but in reality...what we have is stronger...we got what we wanted...and got rid of the baggage...
im glad i met you girls...and im glad that i decided that i would try this out with you girls even with my problems with the sorority...people are always surprised when i say that we're all still cool...apparently a lot of pledge classes fall apart after they cross...
i know we're all going about our own business and the school year is coming to a close...<im not sure how i want to deal with this situation yet...but i wont let it go lightly...i wanted to see what would happen before saying anything...we'll see how things end up though...>...but you are still my girls...and thats really all that matters =)

elaine wrote a long entry about friendship...and what struck me as so true...was the fact that real friends dont need to hang out every day...they dont need to talk everyday...but its the time's that they spend together that mean so much more...that you can pick up right where you left off...good shit...

:: Gina 6:26 PM ::
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breathe... perfection

:: Gina 3:16 PM ::
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4 of the rockstars at century club

was suppose to go "bar hopping" or clubbing last night...but of course being the retards that my friends are...we just chilled at peggies...then went to friday's...it was fun though...we were celebrating frank's 21st b-day...even though it was like...a week ago...but all good...some great classic moments...lots of <memories>

:: Gina 2:15 PM ::
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went to century club last night with the girlies...but then their boys ended up showing up...and karen didnt end up going...so it wasnt really with the girls...haha...whatever...had a good time anywayz...couple of drinks...thanx kenny for the drink...a lil bit of dancing...

seriously though...stop freaking me!!!...haha...<my innocent eyes>...it was like...75% girls..and i saw a total of TWO cute guys...<sigh>...how sad...went to denny's after...but to sum up the night:

CruizinKO: my thighs hurt
CruizinKO: from dancing

so yeah...yesterday i fliered for collegeboxes and then i went to this casa thing...and its like...after 3 years...i guess ive met a lot of people at usc...like...surface level people...its just amazing though...that if you actually go on campus and to campus events...you see them!!! haha...maybe its time to start being more active...only got a year left...

:: Gina 6:27 PM ::
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so carmen got kicked off...she should go...but its still sad seeing her go...shes pretty adorable...good luck to her...

went to pink's again...good shit...when i was driving back...i was waiting for this guy and his dog to cross the street before making a right...and like...im watching the dog...and it comes right up to my car door and stares at me...wagging its tail and all...

it was really...cute...haha...never had that happen before...

:: Gina 12:44 AM ::
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jesus christ...doesnt he look fuckin high!?!?...HAHA

:: Gina 6:29 PM ::
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CruizinKO: so coooooool
CruizinKO: man i had the most cheeeeeeeeeeeerful dream last night
CruizinKO : god this si so gay tho
CruizinKO : i hope this one comes true
CruizinKO : i just dreamnt i met this girl
CruizinKO : she's cute and tell and everything
CruizinKO : like totally one i would go out with
CruizinKO : and like we were walking around or something
CruizinKO : and then it rained
Is He Cute : =)
CruizinKO : or started raining
CruizinKO : so i took off my jacket
CruizinKO : and covered her head iwth it
CruizinKO : and we hid like under this buliding
CruizinKO : to wait for the raint o stop
CruizinKO : and she's like aww that was so nice of u
CruizinKO : no one's ever that nice to me
CruizinKO : blah blah blah
CruizinKO : i forgot what exactly we said and stuff
CruizinKO : but then like she held my hand
Is He Cute : heeheehee
CruizinKO : and i kissed her on the cheeks
CruizinKO : and she rest her head against my chest
CruizinKO : and we just stood there
CruizinKO : hugging
Is He Cute : thats so cute
CruizinKO : :-[
Is He Cute: sooooooooo cute
CruizinKO : it was the greatest feeling
Is He Cute : yes it is
CruizinKO : SIGH
Is He Cute :
CruizinKO : find me a girl
Is He Cute : aww...kenny!!!
CruizinKO : please
CruizinKO : :-(
Is He Cute : lucky i dont blog that
Is He Cute : =P
CruizinKO : omg
CruizinKO : hahah
CruizinKO : i don't care
CruizinKO : u can if u want
Is He Cute : hmm...
Is He Cute : i think i will
CruizinKO : doh
CruizinKO : hahaha
CruizinKO : ok
Is He Cute : taha

so girls...any takers? male, 22, uci, 6'1, chinese...

:: Gina 2:52 AM ::
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HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

:: Gina 2:27 AM ::
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anywayz...went to les mis last night...it was alright...kind of slow...so i kept falling asleep during the first half...intermission was a god send...haha...but the songs were good...and it brought back some memories...i mean all and all it's still amazing what they do up there...even though i wasnt blown away by any of the voices...its still amazing...have to give it up for them...

we had dinner at tgi friday's and i bought frank a drink for his b-day...its called a stoplight...three shots basically...red/yellow/green...he turned sooooooooooooo red...and complained that he didnt have enough coordination to eat...good times...

after the show charles, steve, and i went to cha...i know i know...but it wasnt my choice...sat around til closing talking about random things...it was a very...mature conversation i think...we talked about jobs/internships, business, and how to be a good manager, and travelling...sort of refreshing...looking towards the future i guess...instead of this always talking about the past...

:: Gina 5:51 PM ::
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alright...


rockstars wed night


yes...thats me getting a lapdance =)


whoa...

:: Gina 5:39 PM ::
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yeah...so i totally screwed up some html in the last entry...hopefully it doesnt effect the whole thing...too tired to fix it now...just testing it out...

:: Gina 3:24 AM ::
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so i played pictionary online for the first time last night...hahaha...wow...do i suck ass...but hey! i use a touchpad and i lag...so yeah...=P...but anywayz...then we decided to play for reals...

so a couple of us went over to franks house to play charades for shots...shots of beer...we're not that crazy...=) didnt' end up playing charades cuz the words we were using were from pictionary junior and it was just too easy...<hee-haw!!!>...but we played the "rules game" and that was fuckin funny...<little man!>...god thats a great game...then we played the 10 fingers game basically...<live penis?>...that was some funny shit too...

laguna people showed up so we stopped playing...by then steve was already drunk off his ass off of 1 1/2 beers anywayz...haahaha...elaine drew on him =)...then of course we went to eat...dropped peggie off...went to earl's...cheap ass meal...good shit...got home and it was already getting light outside..."the birds are singing...me to sleep"

pictures from thur night:

rockstars


rockstars + val


all the rockstars =)


:: Gina 2:45 PM ::
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went out with the girls last night...had a pretty good time...it's been awhile since i got to chill with them and stuff...its nice seeing them again after so long...=) theyre crazy...gotta love it...

so basically it was 9 girls drinking by ourselves...haha...damn dude...ive never seen anyone give lapdances like that...it was amazing...very impressed/amazed/jealous...haha...it was fun...we finished off half a bottle of bailey's...half a bottle of sky...and one and a half bottles of bacardi O...

then the guys started showing up around midnight...drank more...tried to socialize...talked to a lot of random people that im sure i'll never meet again...haha...they were cool though...basically just chilled and stuff...then i layed down and it was over...threw up!!!...i never throw up...what's happening lately...thats twice this month...=\...the age or something...haha...woke up and man...i got drawn on...wtf...haha...it wasnt bad though...just an X on my forehead and an imitation tat on my arm...

these parties are so damn crazy...its like smaller versions of march parties...but just as crazy...i dont know how these girls do it every single week...i think im done for the month...=)...year...lifetime...

:: Gina 3:33 PM ::
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so yeah...i woke up this morning to these horrid helicopter noises that wouldnt go away and then when i was walking to school there was all this secrurity at the cross walk...some chick asked what was going on and the officer yelled "BOMB THREAT BOMB THREAT!"

i found out later that apparently some guy walked into felix this morning with a bomb...

i was thinkin though...as i was walking to class..how many people actually knew what was going on...cuz i mean...i bet you most people were oblivious

yay LA!

:: Gina 4:13 PM ::
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"take as many as you want" -cj

:: Gina 6:03 PM ::
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AMCGAP112: blah
AMCGAP112: well you saw taking back sunday
AMCGAP112: so you're not allowed to go to any more conerts anwyays
AMCGAP112: who opened for ataris
Is He Cute: yellowcard and juliana theory
Is He Cute: =P
AMCGAP112: holy shit!
AMCGAP112: gai;rgjbrbhrjkhg
AMCGAP112: HI;FJGHRNMBRNJNFRLHB
AMCGAP112: JBHI;ORHJGIBOSFDKJ H3wtg
AMCGAP112: y 2hilod;hbnoigdhblwigeh4jky6
Is He Cute: seriously
AMCGAP112: hsib;jhwjkrhjk!1!
AMCGAP112: omg
AMCGAP112: hloyl crap
AMCGAP112: god
AMCGAP112: fuck
AMCGAP112: damn
AMCGAP112: shit
Is He Cute: LOL
AMCGAP112: omg
AMCGAP112: god
AMCGAP112: damn
AMCGAP112: i'm so angry
AMCGAP112: i'm going to nap
AMCGAP112: fuck
Is He Cute: LOL

Auto response from AMCGAP112: that HURTS....it HURTS A LOT

:: Gina 12:28 PM ::
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ataris...very fun...i touched...chris...i believe that's his name...and his guitar...it was so much more physical than i thought it would be...people were hella pushing...it was great...i got pretty damn buzzed too...thanx tim for the drink =)...$6 for fries...but they were hella good...haha...yellowcard and juliana theory opened...it was weird though...cuz i was buzzing pretty hard...but by the time i got ot the front...it was dead...oh well...they werent very active with the audience though...i think it was cuz someone spit at him during the first song...which happened to be the dumbass next to me...but finally he stuck his leg in and everyone grabbed at him...then he jumped in...which was pretty cool...after that it got to be too much for me...they didnt pass out fuckin water...how lame is that...so i just kind of fell back and cooled off in the back with everyone else...

went to the taking back sunday concert last night...they were awesome...i was really really impressed...it made me really wish i knew the songs...the crowd was amazing...THAT was how a concert should be...haha...maybe im exaggerating...but i had a really good time...the opening bands were pretty bleh...i didnt mind one of them...but the other two drove me crazy...i wanted to kill someone...or have someone kill me...haha...it was worth the 3 hr wait though...and plus i got to go for free cuz eric's roommate bailed...and steph bought me a drink =)...what a great night...haha...so many crowd surfers too...it was great =)

but then i came home and had to study for my midterm today...it was such a pain in the ass...i memorized so many words and it just wouldnt end...god damn it...and the actual test was pretty damn hard too...everyone was complaining...i was talking to some people after and we all had different answers too...not good...it shouldnt be like that for friggin CHINESE!

vivian just asked if i wanted to go to ny this summer with her...im seriously debating...

k...time to get ready for american idol...

:: Gina 7:38 PM ::
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hmm...it's 630am and im sitting here writing my paper...im insanely tired...so id figure id wake my self up a bit by blogging...=) not that you all care...but heres a rundown of my weekend...if you cared...you were probably there with me =P

thur: annenberg career fair...home =)

fri: mommy left for taiwan...late lunch at claim jumper...ordered a mai tai...delicious...the alcohol has got to stop...hella buzzed...watched bring it on with erica...after some debate...went to marvin the martini...haha...a good 20 people showed up...in and out...i crashed in paul's room though...was woken up at 3am or so to go to harbor house...got a pretty decent omlette...came home around 530am...good times...

sat: judy dropped paul off at my house too friggin early...so i left him to watch tv and went back to sleep...steve came over a bit later...we ordered pizza...watched the graduate...finally...then after a lot of laggin...went to watch better luck tomorrow...not a bad movie...but i wanted it to end half way through...it just seemed like it was 4 hrs long or something...the main character was soooooooo lame! god damn...he needed more personality...or something...went to erik's after...the boys drank some beers and cooked some food...veal marsala, roasted potatoes, chicken soup --> good job erik!...and the steaks were amazing...watched part of bring it on...again...

sun: woke up hella late...took erica to viola lessons...rosa came over to borrow mg2...but vivian took the first 8 episodes...so i dont know what to do...haha...went to the market with my uncle...hes fuckin awesome...we talked about sex and stuff...he told me to get off the shot...cuz im just going to keep getting fatter and if i dont want to get made fun of...i should start using the patch...so i guess i'll look into it...see how the patch works and stuff...yeah...and he told me that good sex is so important in a relationship...and that i shouldnt count that out...we talked about what we look for in a guy...and he showed me pictures of guys he's hooked up with...and theyre all friggin HOT...i swear...these gay guys have the most amazing bodies...met up ryan and kenny and some randomers at a&j...then went to tapioca...yay! i finally got tapioca...=) too bad HOT tapioca guy wasnt there...went to ataris concert...ill have a seperate recap of this...but yes...i did touch him =) and his guitar...went to the lone bar after...got a neverland tea...wow that messed me up good for the rest of the night...i was ranting in the car non-stop...came home and kept on talking and talking...haha...then passed out like i always do...and now...

mon: paper...

its been 17 days since ive turned 21...and well...i think 9/17 days ive drank...

today is exactly one month since ryan broke up with me...

coincidence?

:: Gina 7:18 AM ::
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im still upset over this dawson's thing...cuz i mean...come on!...and then someone told me that joey is actually goin to get back with dawson...so with only like...5 episodes left...how are they goin to do this...just keep passing her around...thats gross...

so ricky got kicked off...not too upset...he was dispendable...ladeeladeeda...

spent $27 on dinner the other night...went to hamakawa...some sushi bar...god...it was delicious...but i have to stop splurging like this...makes me happier though =)...the dragon roll was amazing...he put the eel inside...which i was kind of questionable about...but then he did this cool ass thing with the avacado so that it looked like scales!!!...and fish eggs for eyes...and carrots for whiskers...and green things for the horns...SO adorable...i couldnt eat the head...but then i did =)...haha...

went to the annenberg career fair yesterday...it was cool...talked to some people...doubt anything will come of it...i dont want to stay in LA for the summer anywayz...what to do...what to do...

:: Gina 1:39 PM ::
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ok...who still watches dawson's creek...probably no one but jw...but still...today's episode made me want to kill someone...why cant they just be together...theyre sooooo perfect...so perfect...i would kill for a relationship like that...GOD DAMN IT...why cant you see that?!?!?!?!...ugh...i felt it...RIGHT HERE...ugh...

ok...ill stop now...

:: Gina 6:15 PM ::
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time is flying by so quickly...

so i made up some good shit for my writ-340 teacher...spent an hour translating my chinese presentation...came back...chatted for a bit...then went to sleep...woke up to watch american idol...i have a favorite now...ruuuuuuuuuuuuben...heehee...hopefully that doesnt jinx him...since tamyra was my fav last year and she didnt win...but anywayz...then went to mccormicks...notice i hadnt eaten all day...so the long island did wonders to my body...it was good for awhile...but then i felt like shit after i got back...ugh...no more drinking on weekdays...=P alcohol is bad...

sunday is the ataris concert =) which means...MORE ALCOHOL!!!...im not an alcoholic...cuz remember..."i dont drink!"

:: Gina 1:13 PM ::
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its 9 in the morning...and ive been up for more than an hour...is this starting again...

had a pretty miserable night...but i splurged to 2 unexpected people...thanx for listening to my rantings...its just a tough time for me...feel free to clear you mind to me anytime you want...i love the gossip anyway =P but your inputs where cool...no i will not be your "friend," but dont hesitate to ask the hot girls =P and to the other one...youre a good guy...i doubt you'll turn into "those guys"...

i have a chinese presentation today worth 20% of my grade and i havent started translating what im going to say...this is going to be miserable...and i have an appointment with my writ-340 teacher at 1020 and i dont know what im going to write about yet...what a terrible night to have been sad...

plus my mom's goign to taiwan...her daddy's sick...not with SARS...but its so dangerous to go right now...=\ and when she comes back...i think theres like a 7 day quarantine or something...not cool...dont need more things to worry about...

on a good note...the other night at tim's...eric introduced me to the best drink ive ever had...and it got me buzzing pretty damn well...hella better than ice, silver, and blue...i think its called hornsby?...good shit...its like apple cider instead of lemonade...i think i had like 4 of them...=)

might go to disneyland saturday...............of all the times to go...must be when im single...heh...

gotta cheer up...hes moved on...you should too...someone asked me last night if this was my first major break-up...and wow...its the 4th!...you think id be used to it by now...haha...i dont think its something anyone can get used to...plus im not suppose to get married til 28...7 more years...how many more heartbreaks...yes yes...stop now

im happy for the people that care about me in this life...a lot of you have shown that i do have some significance...for that im thankful...

:: Gina 9:32 AM ::
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"never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option"
-jen's profile

:: Gina 1:09 AM ::
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Romper145: mrrrrrrar
Romper145: you know what i do for fun sometimes when im bored?
Romper145: i do a google search for collegeboxes
Romper145: and read the blogs where ppl mention us
Romper145: "and then i waited for the collegeboxes people, said bye to john and went to the airport"
Romper145: things like that make me happy
Romper145: its almost like we were actually a part of their life

how cute is that =)

:: Gina 11:24 PM ::
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so i went to coronet again last night with some people...it was fun...but i passed out after 2 drinks...wtf...haha

we went to tommy's after though...so that rounds out the umm...whole LA experience type thing...i dont know about this drinking business...it sucks...i mean i dont get hangovers...but its really not a good high...

went to bonfire today...saw jc for the first time in ages...it was alright...got there late and left early...now we're at tim's...i can't bring myself to socialize...it just sucks...i dont know whats wrong with me...i guess ive been out of it for some long that i just dont feel like trying...besides...it seems like everyone here is like...2-3 years younger...hella weird if you ask me...

maybe i should have stayed in LA and gone out with the girls...but it doesnt matter...id just be feeling shitty either way...but come on gina...theres a lot to feel good about...just suck it up...

remember to change the time...spring forward....spring...=) that sounds good =) makes me happy...

so yeah...theres a few good people here...might as well go join them...more later...=)

:: Gina 3:17 AM ::
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lalala...feels like i havent updated in awhile...but i really have...haha...

this week was interesting...went to pink and roscoes...living the usc life...haha...felt like i was going to have a heartattack after each experience though...

watched boondock saints...what a GREAT movie...i was so impressed...not for everyone i will agree...but what a GREAT movie...heehee

went snowboarding today =)...first time in like...two years...made it down the bunny slope without falling =) w00t...haha...good times...

goin to the beach tomorrow...only in california you can snowboard one day and go to the beach the next =)...excited about that too...havent been since like...beginning of summer...

i was thinking today what i did all summer...cuz i really cant remember...i worked...i remember working...jacuzzing...was i with ryan? parts of it i guess...so maybe i spent time with him? wow...look what age has done to me...or maybe its not age...tisk tisk...bad gina...

anywayz...think im going to go out now...gotta get ready...more later =)

:: Gina 9:44 PM ::
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so apparently yahoo doenst let you link pictures...so with annie's ok...here's her photo album

check it out

:: Gina 2:48 AM ::
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time for pictures!!!!


march babies =) annie, ava, rosa, gina, lou


yes...steph is grabbing my boob...


i never knew tony had so much game...


rockstars =)


double-0!!! double-0!!!...wow...im retarded...=P

i hope everyone had fun...i would like to think of this as a successful ending to the legacy of the march party =)

dawson's was amazing today...but its pretty ridiculous that i can sit and watch an hour of TV and cry like 5 times...haha...too emotional lately...but people are so in love...and that makes me happy for them...and so entirely sad for myself...but you know what?!?!

LIFE GOES ON!!!

people will come in and out of our lives...so much time will be spent on this and that...and things fail...but you must learn from the failure...and work to improve yourself...so things havent worked out for me these past couple months...but you know what...at least i tried...and good things have come out of all my failures...

"being grown up isnt half as fun as growing up...these are the best days of our lives...the only thing that matters is just following your heart...and eventually you'll finally get it right..."

its nothing new...just words of advice for myself...and anyone else who reads this and just might be in a shitty mood...tomorrow is a new day...and you never know what the tide will bring in...

:: Gina 7:21 PM ::
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k...my blog is back =)...was scared for awhile cuz i clicked on the template and it was BLANK!!! freaked me out...but it's working again =)

remember when my blogs were my dreams? =) those were the best...the skiing on sand one =) and the orange juice filled room...

this morning while i was half awake half asleep...i had the most wonderful dream =)...i was goin to my group meeting...we were meeting to talk about this presentation that we have to make for chinese class...when i get to class...its like a banquet room...and theres people all dressed nice and talking...so i sit down at one of the tables...waiting for things to start and i realize that the people in my group...turned into two daomingshi's and a lei...OMG...i was like...holy shit...i didnt know there were hot guys in my class...wow...cool =)...then somehow i ended up sitting next to one of the daomingshi's and i was like....did anyone ever tell you you look like daomingshi...and everyone started laughing...cuz he really did look like him...haha...then i got really comfortable with him...was using his jacket and stuff cuz it was cold or something...heehee...woulda been cooler if it was the lei...but ill settle for a daomingshi =)

wow =) im a loser...but what a wonderful dream...too bad i had to really wake up and go to my group meeting...no hot guys in sight =\

:: Gina 4:18 AM ::
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